Saturday, August 11, 2007

Thoughts and News

I've finally heard back from the doc at the vet clinic about my job. I start Thursday. Pay is reasonable. Hours are nice. I'm really looking forward to it, I think it will bring some good changes for me.

I'm still stuck on many things in my life. I don't know if this little town will ever be enough to make me happy...my best friend thinks I need to be in a bigger city...part of me agrees. Part of me wants to stay in this familiar little place, even if it often feels toxic. I crave the anonymity that comes with a big city...but I love the quiet simplicity of smaller towns. I don't like suburbs much. They feel fake, forced. I want exposure to eclectic life, yet I also like traditional living.

I've said this before; I'm a girl of many contradictions.

There's got to be a happy medium somewhere, right?

1 Comments:

Blogger CaliforniaTeacherGuy said...

Congratulations on getting the job! It sounds just perfect for you at this time in your life.

Yes, small towns can be toxic. (I lived in small towns until I finally moved to Denver in high school.) But they can also be healing. It all depends on which path you choose: toxicity or healing. The "happy medium" of which you speak consists of the wise choices you make day by day--no matter where you are.

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